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October 31, 2002
My school just received the
My school just received the scores back from last year. Not only is our school the worst in our district, it is the second-worst scoring school in the entire NYC school system. Can I pick 'em, or can I pick 'em? I can guarantee that we will have a news report about our school next year highlighting our dramatic jump in scores and comprehension. Our administration is top notch, honestly. They totally support me and really care about the staff.
I'm not sure of my future after last week's incident. Some people think I should leave, some think I should stay. I'm torn, as I'm miserable and really hating life right now. On the other hand, I don't want to feel like I've failed or gave up too soon. Every day is a struggle not to simply tell some of the kids that they are lousy little monsters and that they deserve whatever hell is in their future, that it is their choice. I know that I'm dealing with a product of years of bad circumstances, but that just makes me feel hopeless about my ability for any success.
This weekend is crucial to recharging my batteries. I had very little in the way of reserves, and last week's events wiped them out. At least I didn't get hit by any eggs today.
Posted by G at October 31, 2002 10:22 PM