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November 21, 2002

I am so disappointed and

I am so disappointed and pissed off. When I joined the gay community, did I pick the 'really unreliable commitment' group accidentally? My Christmas foursome to Cancun shrank to three, dwindled to two, and now is just me. Part of my move here to NYC was to establish my own family, the same way those crazy straight members do. Having a gay family is more fun, the food is better, and everyone can go clubbing after unwrapping presents.

Last Christmas definitely wasn't the most fun of my life, and I really need a sun-filled vacation of at least one week between the 21st and 30 of December. I love my family, but it's time I start doing some holidays on my own. I'm not blaming my friends, they have families they need to see or not enough money to go. Lesson learned- when I make plans important to me, don't count on anyone but myself. I will go by myself and spend my Christmas alone on the beach if I have to do it, but I'd much rather have some friends. I know I can easily make some there also. If there are still any humans who read this who want to travel and get some sun, contact me. I'm serious.

Posted by G at November 21, 2002 10:41 PM